| Sigh...rough dayy |
[Oct. 26th, 2005|04:39 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
I dont understand why the hell my mom keeps lying to me, i dont know if its a hobbie or something..but i'mr eally tired of it...urgh! She stresses me out...and to top it all off i just wanted to spend time with my boyfriend tonight but he has plans with his dad that he forgot about and now i can't see him for like a week most likely....itsjust shitty...i hope things work out with us...but who knows... i just hate not having him able to be cloes to me and hes wicked close to his family, but when he was here yesterday and he called his mom he lied, so whats going to happen if he wants me to meet them u know? like if they ask how we met or where i live...i am not going to lie to them. I mean I dont even know if i'll ever go up there to spend time with him there or whatever is going on, he works on boats too so its also hard...i just really dont know...My dad got in a car accident, he is fine thankgosh. but his car is a bit messed up. I dont knwo why God keeps doing this to me, i'm overwhelmed...this is why i'm going to work on my debate speeches
maybe i'll ryte more later |
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| Quotes/sayings i find interesting |
[Sep. 27th, 2005|01:44 pm] |
tell her how you admire her.when shes upset hold her tight. Pick her over ALL the other girls you hang out with. Play with her hair. Tickle her and wrestle with her. just talk to her. tell her jokes.Bring her flowers jsut because.Hold her hand.Let her fall sleep in your arms. Sing to her no matter how awful you sound. get her mad at you, then kiss her. tell her she looks beautiful. When shes sad stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.Look into her eyes and smile. Kiss her in the rain. AND WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HER ...TELL HER....
When a guy calls you hot, hes looking at your body
When a guy calls you pretty, hes looking at your face
When a guy calls you beautiful hes looking at your heart |
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| Black, green 'n yellow |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  content | ] |
GREEN: If your single
YELLOW: If you like someone
RED: If you're taken
BLUE: If you're taken BUT aren't committed (still talk to others)
PINK: If there is someone you really like, and are hoping they will ask you out.
WHITE: If you're in love...
PURPLE: If you like being single
ORANGE: if you're single n u hate it with a passion
GRAY: If you're heartbroken
CHECKERED: If you're cheating on someone
BROWN: taken but not in touch with them alot
BLACK: If you want someone you can never have |
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| Yay! |
[Jul. 10th, 2005|12:25 am] |
I had an awesome night...went to the movies with Krysa....we saw Fantastic Four...it was a really really good movie. I'm glad I decided to go...
Worked today...got my paycheck...Going shopping Monday :-) since i have it off...
Hopefully finding something to do tomorrow after work |
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| The day started out shitty.... |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|06:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
Today was soo retarded. Michelle came and picked me up for work then went to pick up Maralen at Niks... there was a huge accident on Rt. 236 A car flipped over or something to that effect. So we went through Somersworth 'n went through berwick ryte past the accident 'n finally got to work after hittin construction 'n we're walking up through the park 'n the bonce house wasn't up or anything....we saw a janitor and he kept sayin bye...we were confused and saw Mikey and he told us he'd see us tomorrow that we were closed....Michelle was pissed, of course...I was too. We drove all the way there....but yet they dont call any of us to tell us we're going to be closed....wowzers....sometimes Joey is really stupid....so I sat around here all day doing nothing, Then my daddy took me out in his new car...meaning.... :-D i get his old car finally! He took me out to friendlys for dinner it was good, then to wal mart to get a poncho for work 'n an umbrella
Friday I get to see Greg....well hopefully, we're suppose to hang out after work.. Can't wait
I get my car finally on friday!!! yessa! Meaning I can go see Kyle a lot sooner then expected! and go see Stephen too :-p hehe.... ic an't wait |
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| Wowzers.... |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|07:49 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
Long day at work today, had to run two rides myself...but its all good. Some little girl was going on the swings and she started crying her eyes out so I asked her what was wrong and she starts blabing in French...i had no clue what she was say9ing, finally like 10 minutes later her father told me that she couldn't get on herself and needed help... How stupid are these people, if your going to bring your kids to an amusement park in MAINE.. then you should know how to speak english and so should your kids...its annoying when they flip out and you have no clue what they're saying to you...
Sigh...working all week 12-5
Daddy's pickin me and maralen up from work tomorrow then friday after work I'm going to hang out with Greg for a while :-p I can't wait.
I give up on relationships...still got my eye on someone, but oh well..its not really worth it right now. It's the summer gotta live it up :-) |
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| wow...today was pointless |
[Jul. 3rd, 2005|11:03 pm] |
Went to the Rochester fireworks...the fireworks were good, but what I dont understand is how someone can sit there and tell you they want to hang out with you and that they want to kiss you but totally ignore you when you're with them all night.
Well whatever, its not my fault this time, its his. I got up the guts to go and hang otu with him for the night and he just pretty much blew me off.
Ended up hanging out with De and Linz for a while tlakin about guys and how stupid they are. Got to talk to Billy, haven't done that in a while... it was good :-) hes such a goon sometimes
oh well going to sleep
Tomrorows my only day off all week... |
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| Yet another quiz... |
[Jul. 3rd, 2005|05:26 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
You Are 60% Normal
(Really Normal)
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Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal
You're like most people most of the time
But you've got those quirks that make you endearing
You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so! |
haha question number 20... 20. Which is closer to the idea amount of sex for you?
A half dozen times a month
Every other day
well we know how that one goes...
Fireworks in 2 hours :-D
*He wants to kiss me...or so he claims...kind of nervous...*
You Are Very Honest |
You tell it like it is, no matter what.
Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out.
And while some may get hurt by your honesty...
At least everyone knows where you stand! |
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[Jun. 28th, 2005|09:49 pm] |
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! | Created by -ambiguous and taken 59154 times on bzoink! | | What is your favorite.. | | gum | winter fresh | | restaurant | friendlys | | drink | Propel | | season | spring | | type of weather | sunny | | emotion | happy | | thing to do on a half day | hang with friends | | late-night activity | cuddle with Tom | | sport | softball | | city | boston | | store | aero | | When was the last time you.. | | cried | last nite | | played a sport | 8th grade | | laughed | today | | hugged someone | sunday night | | kissed someone | monday morning | | felt depressed | last nite | | felt elated | | | felt overworked | ehh | | faked sick | a while ago | | lied | ehh | | What was the last.. | | word you said | know | | thing you ate | veggie burger | | song you listened to | Shimmer | | thing you drank | ginger ale | | place you went to | work | | movie you saw | spanglish | | movie you rented | are we there yet | | concert you attended | | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged | Tom | | cried over | Tom | | kissed | Tom | | danced with | | | shared a secret with | Maralen | | had a sleepover with | Tom | | called | Maralen | | went to a movie with | Dont remember | | saw | My bro | | were angry with | My bro | | couldn't take your eyes off of | Tom | | obsessed over | Tom | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain | yea | | kissed someone | yes | | done drugs | no | | drank alcohol | no | | slept around | no | | partied 'til the sun came up | no | | had a movie marathon | no | | gone too far on a dare | no | | spun until you were immensely dizzy | no | | taken a survey quite like this before | no | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
It seems to me I only want what I know I can't have....It's so wrong for me to want him....wow... sigh...oh well. I can't wait for the 3rd.. rochester fireworks :-) hmm... |
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| Last day of my sophomore year.... |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|10:51 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
Wow...today has been pointless ...went to school, my friend didn't even end up having her gateway cuz her dad didn't come :-( so i hung around and finally found Emma and her mom gave me a ride home so i could finish my stupid portfolio shit for today...
Saw a certain someone a few times today....he makes me so incredibly happy just seeing him...wow i kno i'm a dork...oh well... |
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| yet another quiz |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
Part Playful Kisser |
Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! | Part Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet |
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| i saw the sun.... :-) |
[May. 27th, 2005|02:04 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | excited | ] |
Hmm... Looks like I'll be single for the summer....I really wish I had seen him, but for whatever reason hes to busy for me, so its fine, i guess its the way things are suppose to be. I was readin a friends live journal...damn her boyfriend is soo sweet..he gave her a promise ring as they were layin under the stars... aww...damn.... I hope I find someone special to be with....*sigh* On the plus I get to start work tonite with Maralen at YWK..I know its not the best job in the world, but it works :-) oh well write more some other time...
You are a Belly Dancer. You are charming inside
out, your life follows an interesting rhythem,
beautiful and smooth, you know how to be the
center of attention when you want to, you love
your friends and you can trust them on your
life. Your ideal man is the one with a sweet
witty character who understands how much
freedom is important to you.
What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
brought to you by Quizilla
schools almost out! yessa!! :-p I can't wait. oh semi formals next weekend...hehe |
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| Rainyy dayyz |
[May. 15th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crazy | ] |
It seems every sunday it rains! How shitty!!! oh well... Maralen and I got a job! Very excited! My first job, jsut a summer job but oh well it works. Yorks Wild Kingdom....hehe....Paul stayed over last nite cuz i was too tired to drive him home by the time my mom got home. Hes so stupid he woke up at 6....luckily he didnt wake me up till 7:30ish 'n we just layed in bed till i showered then we layed in bed again till I took him home...kinda wished I didnt cuz now I'm bored.... but oh well. Tom comes home on wednesday!!! I can't wait...it'll be a great summer with him I hope. I love him!!! :-D yay! well ...yeah |
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| Well... |
[May. 10th, 2005|03:55 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Sweet Child O Mine | ] |
I really don't know what to do anymore.... he really has no clue, but I am not sure I want him to. It's kind of weird, I pretend its not there, but it is. It won't go away, probably because I don't fully want it to. I want him to want me back, I think he still does... but hes got a girlfriend.... It's so complex...If I had just told him how I felt over a month ago, I could have him....I would be soo happy.... damn I'm so unhappy without him :-(
No clue what to do..... any ideas?? |
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| More quiz things....damn i'm bored.... |
[May. 7th, 2005|07:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | nothing | ] |
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Opposite sex
||1|| Guitar or Drum Player - doesnt matter
||2|| Skater or Surfer - neither
||3|| Brown or Blue Eyes - Blue
||4|| Blonde or Brunette - doesnt matter
||5|| Brains or Looks - either as long as they have a great personality
Food -
||11|| Hamburger or Hotdog - Ew, vegetarian
||12|| Pie or Cake - apple pie
||13|| Apple or Banana - banana
||14|| Coke or Pepsi - coke
||15|| Chicken or Beef - vegetarian
||16|| Oreos or Chips Ahoy - chips ahoy
||17|| Pancakes or Waffles - waffles
||18|| Chocolate or Vanilla - Chocolate :-D
||19|| Strawberry or Cherry - Strawberry
||20|| Watermelon or Cantaloupe - Watermelon
||21|| Potato or Macaroni Salad - potato salad
||22|| Wheat or White - white
||23|| Tic Tacs or Altoids - tic tacs
||24|| Sausage or Bacon - Again, i'm a vegetarian
||25|| Sour Cream and Chives or BBQ - Uhh..
Sports -
||26|| Baseball or Football - Baseball!
||27|| Swim or Track - no clue
||28|| Tennis or Golf - Tennis, only because of memories :-D
||29|| Skiing or Sledding - sledding
||30|| Bicycling or Jogging - bicycling
Stores/Restaurants -
||31|| McDonalds or Burger King - Mcdonalds
||32|| JC Penny's or Sears - Sears
||33|| Walmart or Target - ehh...neither
||34|| Trophy's or TGI Fridays - never been to either
||35|| Albertson's or Vons - Neva heard of either of them
Clothes -
||36|| Pants or Shorts - pants
||36|| Zip-Up or Pull-Over Sweatshirt - pull over
||37|| Sandals or Tennis Shoes -uhh....both
||38|| Dresses or Skirts - Skirts
||39|| Mittens or Gloves - gloves
||40|| Print or Solid - Both
Names -
||41|| Bob or Bill - Bob
||42|| Jessica or Jennifer - Jennifer
||43|| Aaron or Erin - Erin
||44|| Carrie or Kari - Carrie
||45|| Todd or Tom - Tom... ;-) (you should all kno why :-p)
||46|| Lynn or Lee - Lynn
||47|| Sarah or Susie - Sarah
||48|| Jake or John - Jake
||49|| Lisa or Linda - Linda
||50|| Matt or Nick - shoot...thats a tuff one...its a draw
Music -
||51|| Punk or Rock - ehhh
||52|| Country or Bubble Gum Pop - Country
||53|| Rap or Techno - ehhh
||54|| Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera - Britney
||55|| *N Sync or Backstreet Boys - So totally backstreet boyz! haha
||56|| Korn or Staind - Staind wins this one by far:-)
||57|| Limp Bizkit or Linkin Park - linkin park
||58|| Guitar or Drums - ehhh guitar i guess
||59|| Piano or Violin - Piano
||60|| CDs or Radio - both
TV -
||61|| Dawson's Creek or 7th Heaven - 7th Heaven
||62|| Angel or Buffy the Vampire Slayer- Neither!
||63|| Law and Order or The Practice - Neither
||64|| Spy TV or Candid Camera - Candid Camera
||65|| Smallville or Charmed - Neither.
Cinema -
||66|| Bruce Willis or Kevin Costner -Bruce Willis
||67|| Jennifer Love Hewitt or Neve Campbell - Jennifer Love Hewitt
||68|| Aladdin or Lion King - Lion King
||69|| Snow White or Sleeping Beauty - Snow White!
||70|| Comedy or Drama - Comedy
||71|| Horror or Science Fiction - Neither!
||72|| Scream or I Know What You Did Last Summer - havn't seen either!
||73|| Not Another Teen Movie or Scary Movie - havn't seen either!
||74|| Titanic or Pearl Harbor - Titanic
||75|| The Mask or Ace Ventura - Never seen either
Computer/Video Games -
||76|| AOL or MSN - AOL
||77|| Dogpile or Google - Google
||78|| Mac or PC - PC
||79|| PS2 or N64 - N64
||80|| Mario Brothers or Zelda - Mario
School -
||81|| Pen or Pencil- Pen
||82|| English or History - English
||83|| Math or Science - Science
||84|| Home Economics or Woodshop - Home Ec.
||85|| Backpack or Messenger Bag - messenger bag
Animals -
||86|| Cat or Dog - cat!
||87|| Fish or Hamster- Fish!
||88|| Tiger or Lion - Lion
||89|| Butterfly or Lady Bug - Butterfly!
||90|| Seals or Otters - Otters!!
Products -
||91|| Tide or Gain - Tide
||92|| Herbal Essences or Suave - Herbal Essences
||93|| Dove or Irish Spring - Dove
||94|| A-JAX or 409 -not a clue
||95|| Crest or Colgate - Crest
10 people that make me smile--NO special order on these.
1. Maralen
2. Tom
3. Manda
4. Stephen N.
5. My bro
6. Ms. Mann
7. Greg S.
8. Nick
9. Alex O.
10. My mom...well sometimes
8 things on my mind
1. Tom
2. Sleep
3. homework
4. what am doin tomorrow
5. family
6. why ppl are so dumb
7. how muchly guys suck
8. where the hell is my mom!?!?!
7 Things I can't live without-
1. Tom
2. My friends
3. Especially Maralen and Manda
4. My mom
5. Dad
6. Brother
7.food 'n water
6 Things I touch everyday
1.Dont have a clue to this one
2..
3.
4.
5.
6.
5 things I do everyday
1. Shower
2. Think about Tom
3. Hang out with my best friends
4. sleep!
5. eat
4 Things I want to do before I die
1. See Spain or another spanish country
2. Marry uhh well...preferably Tom :-p
3. Have children
4. Have a beautiful home :-p
3 Things I think of when I wake up
1. School
2. Tom
3. feeding my cats
2 of my fav. foods
1. Fruits
2. Ice cream
1 person I love more than any other
1. Tom :-p |
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| Home sickk..... |
[May. 6th, 2005|12:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
You grew up in the 80's and early 90's if...
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE" ( i know it's psyche but this is how i found it)
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel-air", and can do the " Carlton ".
4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: Hammer Pants
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock"
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and "spokey-dokes" or pla ying cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "DuckTales" (Woo ooh!)
12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen...and still know the turtle's names.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.
17. You played the game "MASH" (Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House)
18. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it.
19. L.A. Gear....need I say more?
20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten. (She's truly outrageous.)
21. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
22. You know the profound meaning of " WAX ON , WAX OFF"
23. You wanted to be a Goonie.
24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (some of us... head-to-toe)
25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his cheeks shifted.
26. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
27. You took lunch boxes to school... and traded Garbage Pail Kids in the schoolyard.
28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
29. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
30. You remember Hypercolor t-shirts.
31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
32. You thought She-ra (Princess of Power!) and He-Man should hook up.
33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged handmade friendship bracelets.
34. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes. awww how i love those lol
35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?
36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
37. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide.
39. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds.
41. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement.
42. You remember "Popples".
43. "Don't worry, be happy"
44. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.
45. You wore socks scrunched down
46. You remember boom boxes and walking around with one on your shoulder
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!"
49. You remember watching "Rainbow Bright" and "My Little Pony Tales"
50. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool... and don't even flinch when people refer to them as "NKOTB".
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART.
55. You just sang those words to yourself.
56. You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.
57. Homemade Levi shorts.. (the shorter the better)
58. You remember when mullets were cool!
59. You had a mullet!
60. You still sing "We are the World"
61. You tight rolled your jeans.
62. You owned a banana clip
63. You remember "Where's the Beef?"
64. You used to (and probably still do) say "What you talkin' about Willis?"
65. You had big hair and you knew how to use it.
66. You're still singing shot through the heart in your head, aren't you!!! |
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| Confused... |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|07:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | confused | ] |
Your True Birth Month Is November |
Patient
Secretive
Romantic
Inquisitive
Trustworthy
Determined
Hardworking
High-spirited
High abilities
Unpredictable
Never give up
Sharp thinking
Thinks forward
Always thinking
Motivates oneself
Loves to be alone
Has a lot of ideas
Difficult to fathom
Extraordinary ideas
Unique and brilliant
Brave and generous
Well-built and tough
Careful and cautious
Dynamic in personality
Deep love and emotions
Uncertain in relationships
Honest and keeps secrets
Can become good doctors
Less talkative but amiable
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Fine and strong clairvoyance
Not able to control emotions
Does not appreciates praises
Thinks differently from others
If there is a will, there is a way
Hardly become angry unless provoked
Knows how to get secrets out of others
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| Yet another quiz... |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|09:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | anxious | ] |
How Love-Smart are you?
Cupids Child! |
 When cupid shot out those love arrows you were blessed. When it comes to love you are smart, savvy, sensitive and cool. I bet your diary is just full of dates from eager suitors. Well done keep up the good work! |
How Love-Smart are you? Find out at DatingTips.ws |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|12:59 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | curious | ] |
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